Eyes

And I gazed into her watery eyes. Losing myself for a second that lasted a lifetime. "Don't cry my friend. Do not break me, a single tear from your eyes will break me. If I could, I would catch the tear in my hands, carry with your suffering..." I thought "It is okay to cry. Shed a tear to relief your suffering, shed a tear if your will is to cry." On a second tought, and one last that came to my mind "Whichever path you chose remember I am with you, no matter I am after him almost as a second choice, I will be there. trough harsh times, trough darkness and into the storm, even if you don't notice, you do not care or you do not ask me to, I will be there. Through happiness and success, even tough you will share it with him; and maybe, just maybe, you will give me a hint about it." Myself... losing into her eyes... wondering, am I something?